“We are silly aren’t we? The silences we fall into. Like giant holes in the snow. It must get harder when you’re older. When you’re an adult. The responsibility to keep the silences away must be deafening. I decide on my quietness. When to use it. When it will achieve the loudest bang. The biggest explosion. Like now.”
I’ve turned 19 today. What? No. That’s too old. It’s all downhill from here.
Existential Crisis about turning 19 tomorrow.
It almost scares me how accurate ‘The Perks of Being a Wallflower’ is when it says ‘We accept the love we think we deserve’.
I really need to stop pushing him away just because I can’t handle being treated nicely.
the worst way for friendships to end is for literally nothing to go wrong, you just stop talking. they stop messaging you to see how youre doing and you get sick of being the first one to initiate conversation so you just let the friendship go and wonder how that person is doing and never hear from them again